Sunday, September 26, 2010

A few more favorites....

This poem I first discovered in AP Lit, and thought it was pretty clever. I really like Plath's style, although she can be pretty dark, especially in her poem "Daddy". I read the Bell Jar and wanted to get her book "Ariel", I think, it's a collection of poems. This one is reminiscent of the Holocaust, but it also makes me think of insane celebrities---I think the song "The Fear" by Lily Allen might even go well with this one.

The Thin People
BY
Sylvia Plath


They are always with us, the thin people
Meager of dimension as the gray people

On a movie-screen. They
Are unreal, we say:

It was only in a movie, it was only
In a war making evil headlines when we

Were small that they famished and
Grew so lean and would not round

Out their stalky limbs again though peace
Plumped the bellies of the mice

Under the meanest table.
It was during the long hunger-battle

They found their talent to persevere
In thinness, to come, later,

Into our bad dreams, their menace
Not guns, not abuses,

But a thin silence.
Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins,

Empty of complaint, forever
Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore

The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn
Scapegoat. But so thin,

So weedy a race could not remain in dreams,
Could not remain outlandish victims

In the contracted country of the head
Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could

Keep from cutting fat meat
Out of the side of the generous moon when it

Set foot nightly in her yard
Until her knife had pared

The moon to a rind of little light.
Now the thin people do not obliterate

Themselves as the dawn
Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline

Of the world comes clear and fills with color.
They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper

Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales
Under their thin-lipped smiles,

Their withering kingship.
How they prop each other up!

We own no wilderness rich and deep enough
For stronghold against their stiff

Battalions. See, how the tree boles flatten
And lose their good browns

If the thin people simply stand in the forest,
Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest

And grayer; not even moving their bones.
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I LOVE Maya Angelou, although the first book of hers that I read was "The Bluest Eye" and it involved abuse, but she is so great with words and is so descriptive. She's one of Oprah's favorites. Whenever I see Maya on TV she seems so refined.

Woman Work
BY
Maya Angelou


I've got the children to tend
The clothes to mend
The floor to mop
The food to shop
Then the chicken to fry
The baby to dry
I got company to feed
The garden to weed
I've got shirts to press
The tots to dress
The can to be cut
I gotta clean up this hut
Then see about the sick
And the cotton to pick.

Shine on me, sunshine
Rain on me, rain
Fall softly, dewdrops
And cool my brow again.

Storm, blow me from here
With your fiercest wind
Let me float across the sky
'Til I can rest again.

Fall gently, snowflakes
Cover me with white
Cold icy kisses and
Let me rest tonight.

Sun, rain, curving sky
Mountain, oceans, leaf and stone
Star shine, moon glow
You're all that I can call my own.

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This one I sang in a choir when I was in 5th grade, I used to make fun of it all the time, but now I kind of like it. This is about the beautiful life of lowly grass, personified as the life of a humble, beautiful woman.

THE GRASS. (By Emily Dickenson)

The grass so little has to do, --
A sphere of simple green,
With only butterflies to brood,
And bees to entertain,

And stir all day to pretty tunes
The breezes fetch along,
And hold the sunshine in its lap
And bow to everything;

And thread the dews all night, like pearls,
And make itself so fine, --
A duchess were too common
For such a noticing.

And even when it dies, to pass
In odors so divine,
As lowly spices gone to sleep,
Or amulets of pine.

And then to dwell in sovereign barns,
And dream the days away, --
The grass so little has to do,
I wish I were the hay!

I miss poetry....

This weekend my entomology class went on a field trip to Lytle Ranch in southern Utah, and on the way down I was sitting next to a sweet girl named Emily. She said she likes to write poetry, and is learning the guitar so she can put her words to song. I was really charmed. I used to love poetry so much more, and I was telling her how I used to write poems whenever I was feeling angsty or dark. I never really enjoyed writing happy poems, I mainly liked the weird ones....my favorite ones were by Sylvia Plath or e. e. cummings. I remember when Eric O. dumped me in highschool, I wrote him a poem....he thought I was weird. But I laugh now.

I found this cute poem by Tennyson, though, and thought I'd share it.

The Flower
BY
Lord Alfred Tennyson


Once in a golden hour
I cast to earth a seed.
Up there came a flower,
The people said, a weed.

To and fro they went
Thro' my garden bower,
And muttering discontent
Cursed me and my flower.

Then it grew so tall
It wore a crown of light,
But thieves from o'er the wall
Stole the seed by night.

Sow'd it far and wide
By every town and tower,
Till all the people cried,
"Splendid is the flower!"

Read my little fable:
He that runs may read.
Most can raise the flowers now,
For all have got the seed.

And some are pretty enough,
And some are poor indeed;
And now again the people
Call it but a weed.

How do people write stuff like this? It's such a gift. I don't think I could conjure up a poem anymore---at least not right now. I either don't have enough wit, courage, or emotion to do it....the emotions I feel the most now include simple joy and satisfaction, being married to Richard thus far has been pretty easy and carefree. I have no major worries, I am pretty bland in a sense. It's something to be grateful for. I guess I could write a happy poem? A poem about my dreams for the future? A poem for my future kiddies? I don't know! But I think I might step up to the challenge. Maybe you'll see a poem by me on here, someday soon.....

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Big cities scare me.

We just got back last night from our crazy 2 week road trip. We spent a week with Richard's family on Lake Shuschwap on a beautiful house-boat. The water was great, and the weather was actually pretty warm. Lots of reading, relaxing, sun-bathing, swimming, it was great. Even now I sometimes feel like I'm still on a boat. I caught tons of bugs for my entomology class, and even saw a dead fish! Oh, I guess the best part was going on a jet-ski and speeding accross the lake, and being dragged on an inter tube.
After being in British Columbia, we drove down to Seattle and stayed with some family there.

It was pretty cool, I thought Seattle was huuuge, until we headed to San Francisco....



Okay, so maybe I should explain why we went to San Francisco in the first place. Richard wants to go to University of Pacific's (UOP) dental school there, mainly because it is the only dental school with a 3 year program instead of a 4 year program. It is top notch, hard to get into, has the best professors, great environment, etc etc etc. We toured the school the morning we got there, and it was very impressive. Richard met with the lady in charge of admissions and asked her some questions, and wanted to see if he was a competitive candidate to get accepted (and of course, wanted them to connect his face to a name, and let them know that he seriously wants to go there next year). The staff was really great, and all of the students are THRILLED to be there, they just love their teachers and opportunities within the school to learn. The city itself, however, was SO CRAZY.



Parking was horrendous, you always have to park in a garage. In fact, we got a ticket because we parked on the wrong side of the street while they were doing street-cleaning (every 2nd and 4th wednesday..??) We heard the bus system is horrible, because it is so insanely crowded and they always run late. I did not see one grocery store the whole time I was there, and if there is one, I'm assuming you'd have to pay to park just to shop for your groceries. It happened to be insanely hot the day we were there, which apparently is very uncharacteristic of San Francisco. The rent is 2000+ a month, and you would be in a tiny apartment. In the inner city, there were lots of homeless people who would hold signs that said "I'm not going to lie, I just want a beer". One even said "money for weed please".




Maybe reverse-psychology works better now-a-days, or maybe they just think a sense of humor will get them more tips? Who knows. Driving was kind of scary, there were no left turns anywhere. To get in and out of the city in any direction, you have to pay a $4 toll each way. That seemed annoying to me, considering those who commute in and out every single day (which I might do if I teach there while he's in school--maybe there is a pass for frequent travelers?) There were some crazy-steep roads in the city that would scare me as we pulled up to them, it was like a roller coaster! You really had to be careful of pedestrians.HOWEVER, the place where we spent most of our time in the city was very clean, the buildings are charming-looking, and there is a lot to do. The beach is close, there are great shopping centers. The main mall in the city was the biggest mall I've ever been in, and the food court in it was very hip and cool. We saw some really tasty sea-food and ate some great clam chowder. It seems to be the Asian hub-bub, although there was a lot of diversity.

I have to admit, I would much rather live in an area where it's easy to navigate and free to park your car to simply get groceries, but I realize that sometimes when you are married you need to make the best decision for your spouse. I want my husband to get a really good education and to enjoy himself (and not be miserable at a so-so school). I guess if that means living in a place that I don't necessarily love, that's ok! Because sometimes you don't know if you like something until you try it, and I'm always up for an adventure. Plus, it would only be 3 years. I would just be sad to be so far away from family.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Summer is here!

Yay the spring is over! We are officially starting our first summer of NO CLASSES since we've been married....so this is fabulous. I survived Physics and managed to avoid a C! That was a blessing.

We kicked off July with a wonderful vacation with my family to the Grand Canyon, Bryce, and Zion's national park. If I were at my home computer I would totally post pictures, but they are all on facebook anyways. We LOVED it, it was such a relief to see my family after so long. Phillip (he's 17) said the vacation was one of his favorites because he got to hang out with me and Richard, we're finally around the same age where we can have fun with each other. Mindy is growing up so fast, too, she'll be turning 8 this fall. Anyway, my favorite park was Bryce Canyon, but everyone else really seemed to like Zion's. I want to go back to Zion's and hike Angel's Landing and the Narrows. :-)

I am working at the BYU Library, now cataloging LP's (old-fashioned records) for 20 hours a week, and then I'm working 20 hours a week at the Missionary Training Center (MTC). Both jobs have their ups and downs, at the library I can listen to whatever I want...including TV shows, audio books, etc., while at the MTC I have to clean and can't listen to any music or else the missionaries would get jealous :-) And the MTC doesn't seem to have enough work for me to do to fill 4 hours a day, so lately I've literally brought books to read there so I can wait and read until I'm even needed. Kind of posh. I've never had such lazy, easy jobs in my life.

Richard is working in his nutrition lab on campus, which luckily he is getting paid for this summer. He is doing research on antioxidants in blueberries, and he gives a presentation on his research in Chicago on the 17th, so he's been busy preparing for that.

Also, me and Sariah have been running together and are planning on doing a 5K at the end of the month....so hopefully it will work out! My first 5K....I have run more than 3 miles before, but it's still tough to train up to that when I'm so rusty. :-)

Friday, June 11, 2010

Bragging time.....

Nobody reads this, but I have to announce that Richard took the DAT today, and he scored amazingly: 100th percentile! Practically a perfect score! And this whole time he was telling me that he would barely do well enough to pass. Jeez. His official score was a 27 overall (out of 30), and here are his other stats: (the % is his percentile compared to everyone else)

Perceptual ability: 25 (99.7%)
Quantitative Reasoning: 22 (95.7%)
Reading Comprehension: 30 (100%)
Biology: 29 (99.9%)
General Chemistry: 24 (95.2%)
Organic Chemistry: 30 (100%)
Total Science: 28 (99.9%)
Academic Average: 27 (100%)

Go RICHARD!!

And the other good news is that I got a netbook today!! My laptop died so it's great to have something that's lightweight to lug around campus for my last year of school and student teaching. I also got a new supervisor at my library job, and I think I will enjoy my responsibilities a lot more, too. So yeah, life is great....now back to studying physics (which is almost done!)

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Update

Well, I haven't updated anything that has gone on for awhile because life has been soo busy! But here are some random photos I've been meaning to post, and they are in no order whatsoever, so I will just be jumping around in time from the past few months. Above is a picture of Chicken Piccata that I made, it looks just like the photo in the Barefoot Contessa book we have :-) I just threw that up there to show that I'm still learning and experimenting with all of the interesting recipes I can get my hands on...


These couple of pictures were taken at Heather's wedding reception! It was great to see her and Jed get married, and in the meantime the Lows came over and stayed with us for a 2nd time this summer, and it was great to see them for the 1 day they were here! They drove 14 hours to go to a wedding, stayed one day, and drove back home. Sheesh. Oh, and cool side note, we got to meet Elder Groberg at the reception... he's the man that Disney based the movie "The Other Side of Heaven" off of.


Richard completed a sprint Triathalon!! It was a 5k run, 10 mile bikeride, and I think 300 meters swimming, in that order. We were just happy he finished, because his training was brief. He has been really interested in running form, and has been really influenced by "born to run" and the "evolution running" DVD. He has also been working on his swimming form. Why did he switch from exercise science to nutrition again? I have no idea.
And here is a cute picture we have from when the Lows stayed at our place for a week in April ( I think?) Wow time goes by fast. It was around conference, so yes it was then. We celebrated Easter with the Berrett's and had fun playing lots and lots of board games.

Once I am done with physics, and Richard is done with the DAT (in a couple weeks!!), we will be SOOOO relieved. All of the hardest parts of college will be over until Rich goes to dental school. He went to UNLV (University Nevada Las Vegas) for a Sim-course a couple weekends ago, where he got to play around with all of the dummies and pretent to do dental work. He is positive that is what he wants to do for the rest of his life. Sounds good to me!

This summer we are going to the Grand Canyon for a week with my family, they are driving up from Indiana and taking us with them to see the west, and Phil is going to audition for a percussion thing at BYU. He is getting way too old, its weird to realize that he is going to college soon! Later in the summer we will be able to spend a week with Richard's family as they rent a house-boat in British Columbia. I bet the water will be so cold! I am so excited to see both of our families this summer.

Monday, April 19, 2010

baby sugar addicts

Just for future reference...I'm not going to feed my babies pop tarts during church along with candy. They don't need to be eating that sort of stuff when they are so young. Also--TV....going to avoid that for a long time.....